hillary 19//SFVTumblr (3.0; @hillaryloren)http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/“And then I found out how hard it is to really change
Even hell can get comfy once you’ve settled in
I just wanted the numb inside me to leave
No matter how fucked you get, it’s always there when you come back down
The funny thing is, all I ever wanted, I already had
There’s glimpses of heaven in every day
In the friends that I have, the music I make
The love that I feel…I just had to start again.”http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/51045590460http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/51045590460Tue, 21 May 2013 20:42:35 -0700hospital for soulsbring me the horizonbmthsempiternal<p>We live on the cusp of death thinking that is won&#8217;t be us..</p>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50504350184http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50504350184Wed, 15 May 2013 09:59:35 -0700othersideThe VS. EP<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6d1ec7277168b345cf1203591c58df07/tumblr_mmqubkjncx1qmimoxo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346284132http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346284132Mon, 13 May 2013 08:46:22 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8c3d23664acb28c0dee4489421c64fd4/tumblr_mmnqet8wx41s2gvu2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346258217http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346258217Mon, 13 May 2013 08:45:51 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ly23npikgc1rnyyzio1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ly23npikgc1rnyyzio2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346169897http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346169897Mon, 13 May 2013 08:44:03 -0700My EMR instructor: You arrive at a scene with a patient laying on the ground. You check their level of alertness and they appear unconscious. You have already opened their airway with an adjunct and are administering oxygen.<br /> What do you do next?<br /> Student: Call 911!<br /> My EMR Instructor: YOU ARE 911.http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346133330http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346133330Mon, 13 May 2013 08:43:20 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltn1imCrDp1r1awquo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346102361http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50346102361Mon, 13 May 2013 08:42:42 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a73e87b206c7c21ee183ad335f3ebcab/tumblr_mmp3dorHtc1r8b5n3o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50311003759http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50311003759Sun, 12 May 2013 19:13:10 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/711115a97af713ab0ba3108d50463069/tumblr_mmpqq2LrUh1qb5xf1o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50309011034http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50309011034Sun, 12 May 2013 18:48:39 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/404000a901ba147a07873374b623a8cd/tumblr_mmpr9wvdbQ1qzgm8vo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308793609http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308793609Sun, 12 May 2013 18:45:58 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbd4y9A6TJ1r0m6xao1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://likebutterfliestoflames.tumblr.com/post/36221134096/matty-and-kellen-3">likebutterfliestoflames</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Matty and Kellen. <3</p> </blockquote>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308688391http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308688391Sun, 12 May 2013 18:44:40 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2fb2629f739ecdf857254dd8d302dfa2/tumblr_mmorszPTHc1qlebdyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308525787http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308525787Sun, 12 May 2013 18:42:41 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d4b1b563fdcaf25007c64a93234807ce/tumblr_mktt4tlBoD1s0bqwko1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308520875http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308520875Sun, 12 May 2013 18:42:37 -0700“I decided on you, don’t you get that? I decided on you. I don’t want to go fucking other people and then walk around feeling thrilled and then sad, or empty, or whatever. I like the smell of your hair, and I like the sound of your voice, and I fucking decided on you.”<br/><br/> - <em>(via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nicolegoat.tumblr.com/">nicolegoat</a>)</em>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308472347http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308472347Sun, 12 May 2013 18:42:02 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ecf1f05fe853ce0fd612593bb86406d9/tumblr_mm0w0swahp1rs4dkdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308426955http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50308426955Sun, 12 May 2013 18:41:29 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/465e327bce93fb4ca2bd0048755bdfe0/tumblr_mjem5jMPC91s5bg51o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50094863180http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50094863180Fri, 10 May 2013 09:12:33 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5afa82565d4dd8fdef34df69f3b2ad88/tumblr_mk4z40ifYN1qeadgqo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50015426475http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50015426475Thu, 09 May 2013 08:13:13 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cc230b4a623251c6977d81a88813d9a5/tumblr_mmg7h5v4p01qa601io1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/65ddab9429ef54be3ac06bf035f211eb/tumblr_mmg7h5v4p01qa601io2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50011423675http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50011423675Thu, 09 May 2013 06:41:04 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/45178598555859c677890fc2b6b3ad8c/tumblr_mmgl829If11r5hgx5o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50011359637http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50011359637Thu, 09 May 2013 06:39:33 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/792ef132d9a81274dfd72a3577577804/tumblr_mmhdnpaYQ01qa601io1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2ebf16533b9265a37ed1dda9e08acd8d/tumblr_mmhdnpaYQ01qa601io2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50011316757http://hillaryloren.tumblr.com/post/50011316757Thu, 09 May 2013 06:38:32 -0700